today is Halloween - All Hallows Eve -
Or known as Samhain (sow in) in the olde religion and spirituality...
I am just not feeling that big fall vibe that I love so much. I haven't been able to buy any new fall decorations. No new fall hand towels, or cups.
Money has been tight. Moving, higher rent, and having felt really hurt and down when I'm normally so happy just put a wrench into things for me I guess.
Things are improving though.
I got a big saving deal through the government for my internet bill. 50.00 was taken off; leaving my internet bill at 9.00
And I was worried if I could save money out of both of my checks to come up with $740.00 for my rent for November.
I DID IT !!!!!!!
Pretty much a huge confidence booster right there
And maybe I'll feel a bit more uplifted once I get my fall things unpacked and can see my pumpkins, fall leaves in orange and cranberry and purple. To me pumpkins aren't just for Halloween. So I don't feel like its too late at all.
Maybe I'm kinda feeling bummed out about online graphics stuff. I had planned to do a lot with having tube sets available to sell, and making signatures, etc. Then covid reached out and touched my family in an awful way.
I will say I am looking forward to having Thanksgiving at my new apartment and cooking for my son and ex-husband Joe. It will be his first holiday without his momma. Bryan had gotten really close to momma too.
It also brought me so much joy and cheered me up to pop over to [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.] and see all the beautiful gifts makers have made. Especially Katz!! OMG She made nearly 10! For 16 different peeps!! I can really tell she enjoys making. And she's gotten some really gorgeous tubes to create with. Some of my most favorite online! This halloween Keirin? Keirstin? lol doll. I can't remember her name *lol* She's one of my favorite dolls from years and years ago...