Posts : 299
Join date : 2020-09-28
Age : 55
Location : Worland, WY. 82401
|Such Sad Feelings Today|| |
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.][You must be registered and logged in to see this image.][You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]What a strange day. It almost feels wrong to be writing a post with a pink background.
From the moment my eyes opened this morning, I didn't want to get out of bed. I honestly don't know how Andrea even got up and did what needed doing today. To bury your husband at the age of only 53 just doesn't make sense. Surely I'm just imagining all of this.
I was filled with huge anxiety, panic, headache, neck inflammation, weakness, nausea and shaking. It was a huge comfort that one of my close tenants that I have a friendly relationship with walked by me in the church. I grabbed her hand and she said ooooh thank goodness someone I know. So we sat together.
I was rather confused though, why there was not more people at the funeral of this beloved man. (He was a tenant of mine). But there was some sort of extra special unspoken unearthly connection to him, just days before he suddenly passed away.
I'm having such a hard time with this. Maybe some were feeling like I was and just couldn't force themselves to go. I don't know...
I was always grateful for him and his wife as good tenants. And I always told them that too. I am thankful that I was given the gift of seeing his bright light expand from him the week before he passed. I'll never forget about that. I'm told that it is a true spiritual gift and that what I saw is his soul, spirit preparing. [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
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